Thursday, October 12, 2017

Jesus, Yall!

This week is crappy. It always is. Some days are good and some days are bad but most days I’m just in a fog. It’s like the world is happening around me and I have ear buds in....the squishy kind you use in a factory. I can hear noises, but no words really, just buzzing noises. It’s a similar silence to the silence that struck when Berks machines stopped beeping. Even though all the other babies were still hooked up with beeping machines...when your child’s machine stops, your life stops. Your hearing fades...nothing feels real. It’s a deafening silence. One that you can recall so easily, way too easily...especially on the foggy days. 
Today has been one of those foggy days and while my emotions have gotten the best of me in so many ways, God did reveal to me this peace. While I experienced this deafening silence, Berk experienced Jesus. And while I have foggy days, Berk is with Jesus. Jesus, y’all! 
What more can you want for your child than Jesus? 
Happy Meeting Jesus Day, Berkley Lane! Mama loves you!