Last Wednesday we received pathology from the lymph nodes they removed during my lumpectomy. Unfortunately they found a few cancer spots in 3 of the 6 nodes that they removed. My anxiety, doubt, fear, all of it, absolutely crippled me. Truthfully I have felt more doubt in the last month than I have in any circumstance I’ve ever walked. I am used to one time events but a cancer journey including chemotherapy...shew, I have had no words or energy to even process. That’s why I didn’t share it on social media, I was shaken.
Of course I prayed, sometimes with no words. Of course I believed, but I was so scared.
It was hard news to take. It shook more than when I got the cancer diagnosis. The idea that it could have spread to other parts of my body was terrifying. Today I had a bone scan and a CT of chest, abdomen and pelvis. It was a long day of waiting and scans but my sweet David stayed with me all day. 😘 I have an appointment this Wednesday where we were going to discuss the results but y’all...My precious doctor called me at almost 5 o’clock to let me know that there were no signs of cancer found! We also received news from the genetic test and they were also negative!
All.scans.were.negative.
All.scans.were.negative.
PRAISE.THE.LORD. 🙌🏼
I will proceed with chemo and radiation in a few weeks once my incisions heal. So although that journey still lies ahead, today we celebrate!
Y’all...tell me He won’t do it! 🙌🏼 ✝️❣️
#NotmyplanbutHis #Hardjourney
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